Let me tell you,
I do yoga and slowly change my lifestyle, NOT because I’m obsessed of being a skinny bitch. Or to be awarded with ‘the yoga expert’ nor ‘health expert’. I’m far of being one nor planning to be one. This is my long journey, hence it takes self commitment, a life time consistency. My battle still long and bumpy.
Is that wrong to be healthy or at least, trying to be healthy? Is that wrong to prepare my self facing bad situation and keep my self sane and happy despite all shit around our life? Is that odd to write down self reminder with words of wisdom, for example?
I’m sure those cynical will shut their mouth once they have autoimmune within their body or struggling to fight it. I’m sure they will keep silent once they know how it feels to be terribly sick. Or at least, to be in my shoes, I’ll let you know every inch of trying to battle your sickness.
I want to be fit and be healthy. I want to stay strong and vibrant. I don’t want to have a painful life today or days ahead because I’m sick. Aging happens, just like shit happens. But it’s my choice to prepare my self aging gracefully and happily, without feeling bad and mad towards my physical condition. Autoimmune will never stop me. I’m doing this for my self, because I know my life as well as my self are changing slowly. No other motivation except to be a better me. I’m doing this for my daughter. To be her role model, to be there in perfect condition once she grow up. I’m doing this for him. To grow old with him without being a grumpy -sick-old- lady…
So, shut your mouth, people… Go mock your life and your self. I’m not gonna let negative comments turn me down. Because I know my body is thanking me, and I thank my self as well. For taking care and put more attention to my self. I don’t have much to complain, because life is too beautiful and too short to live with negativity.
Feeling healthier, stronger and better, are rocks!